One big mixup!!

OKAY EVERYONE HE"S JUST MY BEST FRIEND!!. Just because he's my best friend doesn't mean that we are hiding behind close doors doing other things because I clearly don't like him like that. If i liked him I would've been tried to talk to him, and I damn sure wouldn't be putting him down with people i now. I"LL BE TRYING TO KEEP HIM ALL TO MYSELF!!! I'm wondering what do we do different that other best friends don't do. Of course he gone be around me a lot because he don't tell other people stuff like he tell me, and it's always something knew with the boo that he always got look for me to see what to do.. I don't know how many times I can possibly say that I don't like him, but people just can't seem to understand that. Why not just ask him? Why not just get the hell out of my business? why not just leave the situation alone??? and if i did talk to him why would it matter, don't none of yall do shit for me so why da fuck do it matter who i talk to... I"M MAD... and yall nosey people are causing unnecessary drama that's just IN DA WAY... stop worrying about me and what I do.. and i know aint nun of yall reading this blog but o well it's how i feel. So this situation been dead to me like a whole century ago when somebody first asked me, but it keep coming back up... and since when does walking to housing with somebody mean dat we go together.. im confuse. cuz its a whole lot of people that walk to housing.. so who paying that much attention to notice who I'm walking with. i would hope nobody, but I've released all my frustration... I DO NOT TALK TO MY BEST FRIEND!!!